29 January 2013
Popped my first pill this morning. Two a day until my scan and meeting on the 5th. I'm excited and nervous. I can tell that this whole egg freezing thing is going to be fairly emotional. I can't predict what's going to happen obviously, but I would have to be some sort of grand master to keep my mind from occasionally wondering if it will go well (ie, a good number of eggs collected) or if it will go badly (ie, a poor number or even no eggs collected). When these thoughts come upon me I just need to take some deep breaths and remember that whatever it is going to be is what it will be and the best thing I can do is stay calm and positive.